Originally Posted by
Cyn
In all honesty, I can personally advise getting out of drinking while you still can. I was not a big drinker until my late 20s. I had a friend that would come over with a handle of Maker's Mark and declare that we were drinking that night. It was all good at first, until the nights kept becoming more and more frequent. Eventually I hit a point around age 30 that I just started drinking whiskey every night. Then it slowly became day drinking on days off. Then it turned into waking up and having a drink if I felt like it was far enough off from my next scheduled shift that the smell of alcohol would have faded in time. Now, I'm 36 years old and deal with severe alcoholic para neurapathy, increasing loss of appetite, and when I'm sober for too long, potential vomiting and DT symptoms that increase the longer that this goes on. I plan on quitting as soon as I get a few days off to check myself into the hospital to be monitored, because going cold turkey would honestly likely kill me at this point. I've been slowly weaning myself from it, but the risks of quitting completely seem too severe, so I pour a couple glasses every night with a grimace on my face, because I need the trembling to stop and to wake up tomorrow. I'm honestly crying as I post this, but the only way that my hands would be steady enough to do so is after a couple drinks. Binge drinking, no matter their frequency, lead to alcoholism eventually.