he was a dumb ass white boy. He didn't want me to get a job because he wanted me to be dependent on him. He freaked out when I told him I was gunna go to the bar for my friends 21st b-day. started crying saying he was worried I was gunna cheat on him and leave him. That should've been a sign, but I was a moran.
I think the reason why I was so addicted to FF11 was because growing up with social anxiety/being an outcast and never really fitting in with anyone, I finally fit in with a group of people. I leveled whm and brd so it was mega desire. I was always eager to get home so I can turn my flag on and see the invites coming in. I felt wanted and it was an awesome feeling. Logging online and having my ls say "Koul, fafnir. NOW! Getchur ass here!" one of the best feelings in the world. Even if we missed claim.