I seem to be able to spill everything thats in my head to people I dont know. This will be another case.
I started FFXI again just recently and Im not getting married. I failed and screwed up my life as it is. I feel so much pain rite now and I seriously can barely move. Im trying to get my GED but I may as well say Im most likely going to fail that. I have been thinking about killing myself I know it sounds stupid and you can say it all you want but Im most likely going to. This pain has been unbareable lately. I have been sick with a cold for 5 weeks now and it hasnt gotten any better. I have failed everything. I dropped out of highschool because guess what I failed all of my classes. I dont know what to do rite now. Im most likely going to end all of this pain when I have some alone time. Im sorry I love you all so much and Im sorry for causing you all so much pain. Goodbye everyone.