Originally Posted by
Kwijiboe
You need time. Also, I'd advise you to talk to real friends, family. Like self diagnosing yourself on the internet, coping with a problem via the internet is not the best course of action.
Don't withhold your emotions, but at the same time, step outside yourself and realize your situation: It's a long way down, you should keep your head up.
I agree with him. tonight is fine about talking iwth us and all. But after that, tomorrow, talk to real people about it. I'm not saying that we're not real people and I could totally understand how this is an easy way for instant gratification when you need someone to turn to and I feel glad that you would hold us in such a high regard. Really though, just talk to your friends, her friends and all. Also, going out to Alaska to visit her family is probably one of the best things that you could do for yourself emotionally.
I just don't want to see some random asshole take a potshot at you and even do something totally uncalled for (emo myspace suicide, etc.) So please read at your own risk. May God bless you man. This is, indeed, a terrible loss.