i don't want to have sex with girls, i just want to beat off when i get horny sometimes. i fucked my gf last weekend once out of the entire time we spent together and it was pretty much obligatory 'look we've sat around doing nothing enough, i'm going to make you fuck me' and my dick wasn't even hard until i started fucking her.
all i want to do is sit at home, play video games, eat and sleep. i'm slowly going back into grade school except replacing going outside and playing hide and seek with sitting at home.