ENDURANCE TEST

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 04:52

IN 17 HOURS I HAVE A MIDTERM FOR A CLASS THAT I'VE BEEN TO THREE TIMES, ONE WAS THE FIRST DAY SPENT GOING OVER THE SYLLABUS THE OTHER TWO DAYS I SLEPT THROUGH, I KNOW ABSOLUTELY NOTHING I HAVE A STUDY GUIDE THOUGH, AND I HAVE JURY DUTY TODAY AND I CAN'T SLEEP EVEN THOUGH I FEEL LIKE I'M ABOUT TO PASS OUT, IF I GO TO SLEEP NOW THERE'S NO WAY I'LL WAKE UP FOR JURY DUTY SO I'M GOING TO SPEND THE NEXT 17 HOURS LEARNING HALF A SEMESTER'S WORTH OF KNOWLEDGE AND THEN COME HOME AND PASS OUT AND TOMORROW I'LL STUDY FOUR NEW SECTIONS THAT I KNOW NOTHING OF FOR MY TRIG EXAM TOMORROW LET'S DO THIS

**Kiarax** · 2011-03-09 04:53

I believe in you, Krye.

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 04:58

Alternatively, I can just watch some youtube videos for a while

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 05:10

Kiarax your faith may be misplaced

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 05:16

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**Krye** · 2011-03-09 05:30

WE CAN FIGHT OUR DESIRES BUT WHEN WE START MAKING FIRES WE GET EVER SO HOT WHETHER WE LIKE IT OR NOT THEY SAY WE CAN LOVE WHO WE TRUST BUT WHAT IS LOVE WITHOUT LUST? TWO HEARTS WITH ACCURATAE DEVOTIONS WHAT ARE FEELINGS WITHOUT EMOTIONS? I'M GOING IN FOR THE KILL I'M DOING IT FOR A THRILL OH I'M HOPING YOU'LL UNDERSTAND AND NOT LET GO OF MY HAND I HANG MY HOPES OUT ON THE LINE WILL THEY BE READY FOR YOU IN TIME IF YOU LEAVE THEM OUT TOO LONG THEY'LL BE WITHERED BY THE SUN FULL STOPS AND EXCLAMATION MARKS MY HEART STOPPED MOVING BEFORE I START HOW FAR CAN YOU SEND EMOTIONS CAN THIS BRIDGE CROSS THE OCEAN LET'S GO TO WAR TO MAKE PEACE LET'S BE COLD TO CREATE HEAT I HOPE IN DARKNESS WE CAN SEE AND YOU'RE NOT BLINDED BY THE LIGHT FROM ME

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 05:36

I'VE GIVEN UP ON GIVING UP SLOWLY I'M BLENDING IN SO YOU WON'T EVEN KNOW ME APART FROM THIS WORLD THAT SHARES MY FATE THIS ONE LAST BULLET YOU MENTIONED IS MY ONE LAST SHOT AT REDEMPTION BECAUSE I KNOW TO LIVE YOU MUST GIVE YOUR LIFE AWAY AND I'VE BEEN HOUSING ALL THIS DOUBT AND INSECURITY AND I'VE BEEN LOCKED INSIDE THAT HOUSE ALL THE WHILE YOU HOLD THE KEY AND I'VE BEEN DYING TO GET OUT AND THAT MIGHT BE THE DEATH OF ME AND EVEN THOUGH THERE'S NO WAY IN KNOWING WHERE TO GO PROMISE I'M GOING BECAUSE I GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE I'M STUCK INSIDE THIS RUT THAT I FELL INTO BY MISTAKE I GOTTA GET OUTTA HERE AND I'M BEGGING YOU I'M BEGGING YOU I'M BEGGIN YOU TO BE MY ESCAPE I'M GIVING UP ON DOING THIS ALONE NOW CAUSE I'VE FAILED AND I'M READY TO BE SHOWN HOW HE'S TOLD ME THE WAY AND I'M TRYING TO GET THERE AND THIS LIFE SENTENCE THAT I'M SERVING I ADMIT THAT I'M EVER BIT DESERVING BUT THE BEAUTY OF GRACEA IS THAT IT MAKES LIFE NOT FAIR I AM A HOSTAGE TO MY OWN HUMANITY SELF DETAINED AND FORCED TO LIVE IN THIS MESS I'VE MADE AND ALL I'M ASKING IS FOR YOU TO DO WHAT YOU CAN WITH ME BUT I CAN'T ASK YOU TO GIVE WHAT YOU ALREADY GAVE I FOUGHT YOU FOR SO LONG I SHOULD HAVE LET YOU IN OH HOW WE REGRET THOSE THINGS WE DO AND ALL I WAS TRYING TO DO WAS SAVE MY OWN SKIN BUT SO WERE YOU SO WERE YOU

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 05:39

IT'S BEEN A LONG LONG TIME SINCE I'VE LOOKED INTO THE MIRROR I GUESS THAT I WAS BLIND BUT MY REFLECTION'S GETTING CLEARER NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN THERE'S NOT A MINUTE THAT GOES BY EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY YOU'RE SUCH A PART OF ME BUT I JUST PULLED AWAY WELL I'M NOT THE SAME GIRL YOU USED TO KNOW I WISH I SAD THE WORDS I NEVER SHOWED I KNOW YOU HAD TO GO AWAY I DIED JUST A LITTLE AND I FEEL IT NOW YOU'RE THE ONE I NEED I BELIEVE THAT I WOULD CRY JUST A LITTLE JUST HAVE YOU BACK NOW HERE WITH ME HERE WITH ME YOU KNOW THAT SILENCE IS LOUD WHEN ALL YOU HEAR IS YOUR HEART AND I WANTED SO BADLY JUST TO BE A PART OF SOMETHING STRONG AND TRUE BUT I WAS SCARED AND LEFT IT ALL BEHIND AND I'M ASKING AND I'M WANTING YOU TO COME BACK TO ME PLEASE I NEVER WILL FORGET THAT LOOK UPON YOUR FACE HOW YOU TURNED AWAY AND LEFT WITHOUT A TRACE BUT I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU DID WHAT YOU HAD TO DO AND I THANK YOU

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 05:42

YOU AND ME WE USED TO BE TOGETHER EVERY DAY TOGETHER ALWAYS I REALLY FEEL THAT I'M LOSING MY BEST FRIEND I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS COULD BE THE END IT LOOKS AS THOUGH YOU'RE LETTING GO AND IF IT'S REAL WELL I DON'T AWNT TO KNOW DON'T SPEAK I KNOW JUST WHAT YOU'RE SAYING SO PLEASE STOP EXPLAINING DON'T TELL ME CAUSE IT HURTS OUR MEMORIES THEY CAN BE INVITING BUT SOME ARE ALTOGETHER MIGHTY FRIGHTENING AS WE DIE BOTH YOU AND WITH MY HEAD IN MY HANDS I SIT AND CRY IT'S ALL ENDING I GOTTA STOP PRETENDING WHO WE ARE YOU AND ME I CAN SEE US DYING ARE WE?

**Kiarax** · 2011-03-09 05:43

STUDY.

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 05:47

TWO A.M. AND SHE CALLS ME CAUSE I'M STILL AWAKE CAN YOU HELP ME UNRAVEL MY LATEST MISTAKE I DON'T LOVE HIM WINTER JUST WASN'T MY SEASON YEAH WE WALK THROUGH THE DOORS SO ACCUSING THEIR EYES LIKE THEY HAVE ANY RIGHT AT ALL TO CRITICIZE HYPOCRITES YOU'RE ALL HERE FOR THE VERY SAME REASON CAUSE YOU CAN'T JUMP THE TRACK WE'RE LIKE CARS ON A CABLE AND LIFE'S LIKE AN HOURGLASS GLUED TO THE TABLE NO ONE CAN FIND THE REWIND BUTTON GIRL SO CRADLE YOUR HEAD IN YOUR HANDS IN MAY HE TURNED TWENTY ONE ON THE BASE AT FORT BLIZZ JUST A DAY HE SAID DOWN TO THE FLASK IN HIS FIST AIN'T BEEN SOBER SINCE MAYBE OCTOBER OF LAST YEAR HERE IN TOWN YOU CAN TELL HE'S BEEN DOWN FOR A WHILE BUT MY GOD IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN THE BOY SMILES WANNA HOLD HIM MAYBE I'LL JUST SING ABOUT IT THERE'S A LIGHT AT EACH END OF THIS TUNNEL YOU SHOUT CAUSE YOU'RE JUST AS FAR IN AS YOU'LL EVER BE OUT AND THESE MISTAKES YOU'VE MADE YOU'LL JUST MAKE THEM AGAIN IF YOU TRY TURNING AROUND TWO A.M. AND I'M WRITING A SONG IF I GET IT ALL DOWN ON PAPER IT'S NO LONGER INSIDE OF ME THREATENING THE LIFE IT BELONGS TO AND I FEEL LIKE I'M NAKED IN FRONT OF THE CROWD CAUSE THESE WORDS ARE MY DIARY SCREAMING OUT LOUD AND I KNOW THAT YOU'LL USE THEM HOWEVER YOU WANT TO

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 05:52

ANOTHER NIGHT ANOTHER DREAM BUT ALWAYS YOU IT'S LIKE A VISION OF LOVE THAT SEEMS TO BE TRUE ANOTHER NIGHT ANOTHER DREAM BUT ALWAYS YOU IN THE NIGHT I DREAM OF LOVE SO TRUE JUST ANOTHER NIGHT ANOTHER VISION OF LOVE YOU FEEL JOY YOU FEEL PAIN CAUSE NOTHING WILL BE THE SAME JUST ANOTHER NIGHT IS ALL THAT IT TAKES TO UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOVERS AND FAKES SO BABY I TALK TALK I TALK TO YOU IN THE NIGHT IN YOUR DREAM OF LOVE SO TRUE IN THE NIGHT IN MY DREAMS I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU CAUSE YOU TALK TO ME LIKE LOVERS DO I FEEL JOY I FEEL PAIN CAUSE IT'S STILL THE SAME WHEN THE NIGHT IS GONE I'LL BE ALONE ANOTHER NIGHT ANOTHER DREAM BUT ALWAYS YOU IT'S LIKE A VISION OF LOVE THAT SEEMS TO BE TRUE ANOTHER NIGHT ANOTHER DREAM BUT ALWAYS YOU IN THE NIGHT I DREAM OF LOVE SO TRUE JUST ANOTHER NIGHT ANOTHER DREAM ANOTHER VISION OF LOVE WITH ME I'M HERE TO SET YOU FREE I AM YOUR LOVER YOUR BROTHER HEY SISTER LET ME COVER YOUR BODY WITH MY LOVE

**Zalius** · 2011-03-09 06:43

sleep deprivation before classes is fucking awesome. way more emotion/passion but sometimes a lil too much nahmeen. i learned not to count hours though and focus on doing whatever the fuck i could to keep my mind occupied to forget i was tired...+fucktons of caffeine

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 06:44

Got a two liter of Mountain Dew by my side, gonna pick up another on the way to jury duty

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 06:45

Still haven't started studying though

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 08:49

Oh my how the time flies, still haven't opened the book, here we go!

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 08:49

I am so fucking high on sleep deprivation right now it's not even funny

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 08:50

Actually everything is pretty funny right now, so I guess that wasn't an accurate statement

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 09:47

I READ CHAPTER ONE BUT IT HAD ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING ON THE STUDY GUIDE. LEAVING FOR JURY DUTY IN A FEW.

**Krye** · 2011-03-09 09:48

BY THE WAY I DEFINITELY FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO PASS OUT ANY SECOND NOW

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