Forum Get Well Card for Nirokun

[Kuishen]

Fine you pieces of shit, I went back and read all the shitty posts concerning the shitty stalker and it was exactly what I thought. Some shitty notes that are about on par on the creepiness scale as all the paragraphs myreality writes in here delicately stating how much he would like his penis inside niro's new-found vagina. Thanks for the waste of time.

tl;dr dude who lifts too much weights and thinks he can beat up anyone flips shit about shitty notes that he didn't even have to read.

we got a badass over here.

The only shitty posts I see are yours.

[myreality]

Fine you pieces of shit, I went back and read all the shitty posts concerning the shitty stalker and it was exactly what I thought. Some shitty notes that are about on par on the creepiness scale as all the paragraphs myreality writes in here delicately stating how much he would like his penis inside niro's new-found vagina. Thanks for the waste of time.

tl;dr dude who lifts too much weights and thinks he can beat up anyone flips shit about shitty notes that he didn't even have to read.

we got a badass over here.

[Apelila]

Lets let him go on. I mean, he's started with "I don't know what you're talking about but I'm going to go judgy mc judgerton on you" and now he's getting morally righteous on us for not taking the side of a stalker.

Also, turn your own creepy down. Apparently myreality is working up a #2 within days of getting rid of the first one.

[Nirokun!]

Fine you pieces of shit, I went back and read all the shitty posts concerning the shitty stalker and it was exactly what I thought. Some shitty notes that are about on par on the creepiness scale as all the paragraphs myreality writes in here delicately stating how much he would like his penis inside niro's new-found vagina. Thanks for the waste of time.

tl;dr dude who lifts too much weights and thinks he can beat up anyone flips shit about shitty notes that he didn't even have to read.

we got a badass over here.

Whoa lol, being curious about someone's unusual set of life experiences is totally different (and not creepy) than receiving note after note from some unknown person who's found your car (and goes all crazy with pages of crazy, then apologizes for pages of crazy), then is found rifling through your stuff (horribly creepy!)

And I don't think anyone who posts about finding their stalker is being a badass, you just finally have closure on something that shouldn't be happening anyway.

[Brill Weave]

Fine you pieces of shit, I went back and read all the shitty posts concerning the shitty stalker and it was exactly what I thought. Some shitty notes that are about on par on the creepiness scale as all the paragraphs myreality writes in here delicately stating how much he would like his penis inside niro's new-found vagina. Thanks for the waste of time.

tl;dr dude who lifts too much weights and thinks he can beat up anyone flips shit about shitty notes that he didn't even have to read.

we got a badass over here.

Don't get pissy because your dick got knocked in the dirt. You didn't read anything about the situation beforehand and felt the need to comment on it regardless. That's on you. Don't be a fucking baby because people gave you shit for it.

[Viq]

inb4

[Melena]

This is why Maz is the fucking worst. Can we just give Tweek and Leroy a crown proclaiming that they can no longer be BG's worst so long as Maz is here?

[Brill Weave]

inb4

You can't dumb

[Dmitry]

No, but you can try.

[Celestialstrife]

I think I would have reacted in the same way if I had saw someone going through my stuff, so I think you reacted very well, Myreality. You stood up for yourself! I hardly see a "roid rage" as someone else has so eloquently put. It's really no fun to be stalked by a person be guy or girl, and hopefully that guy got the hint and will leave you alone.

[Nirokun!]

Lets describe the pain I've been having. It's like someone cut me, is pulling apart the wound (tearing), and is digging a screw into the wound (sharp pain). I've upped my dose of tramadol (to the full dose in the evening, where I had be using 1/2 dose to try to not take too much.) It's been bringing me down, and I feel silly how easily pain can manipulate my mood, even if the pain is only when I dilate (1.5hrs twice a day). I have no regrets about having the surgery, it doesn't come into my mind, but good lord the pain gets so bad I want to throw up. It's odd considering the pain I had before (watery lube and getting to max depth, and getting to max depth with the large) have been fixed with coconut oil and a wider stirring motion in the last 5 (of 15 minutes at full depth) minutes. This new pain is from the shrinking lump of granulation. It has gotten firmer or something, and hurts really bad when I circle around to that area. Oh well, more drugs, can't stop now.

I'm really glad I don't have any issues getting my tramadol, my Physician's Assistant is the best, I don't know how I would manage without the tramadol. I did notice that there were 10 less tablets in this bottle compared to the others before, I wonder if she's hinting at something. I will go into the exam room and spread eagle for her and show her all the business if that's what it takes to get the stuff, dilation with granulation/proud flesh is approaching 10/10 pain.

Debbie Downer out.

[Salodin]

Is it me, or was that an amazing experience reading that update?

[Darkruler]

I will go into the exam room and spread eagle for her and show her all the business if that's what it takes to get the stuff

Sorry but that made me laugh a bit, made you sound a bit like a junky, but I'm sure you're not..

[Nirokun!]

Sorry but that made me laugh a bit, made you sound a bit like a junky, but I'm sure you're not..

When I first started taking it, I felt bad about feeling good/high while waiting the hour dilating, because I've never smoked/done drugs/drank a whole lot (except that one time in Vegas). I got over it. Now I kinda feel bad that I need it and take it all the time, but if pain limits my dilations, it hurts the entire investment I put into this, and pain has really been impacting my quality of life. I know it's appropriate pain control because I can't make this stuff up, but I just wish it was over and this wasn't horrible.

Besides, if I had shown my Physician's Assistant the "before", I can much more comfortably show her the "after". Kind of proud of what I've got going on now.

[Brill Weave]

Take the medicine if that's what you need to do to get through the dilation. Don't risk your long term happiness/pleasure because of short term pain. Keep it up!

[Ddz]

Sorry you're in pain, Niro! That hurts me right in the feels (and I can't imagine my vag hurting like that, ouch!). Hoping you're feeling better soon.

Also, chiming in: Did Maz realize that people were asking for an update on myreality's story? Thanks for the update. I don't think you did anything wrong - people need to know that their behavior is socially unacceptable when it is (i.e. leaving stalker notes, rifling through your bag...come on...). There was a guy that sat next to me in my precalc class that coughed right in my face, and I was pretty harsh to him about it, and then he kept giving me really dirty looks for the rest of the class. Then, the next day, he showed up wearing no shirt (wtf?) and sat by me again. I promptly got up out of my desk and sat on the other side of the room. Not sure if he was crazy or what. He eventually dropped the class and I gave 0 fucks.

[Celestialstrife]

Guys be crazy! Also Niro I feel so bad for you since you are going through that pain, when I was reading it this morning I got a pain in my gut from it! I would def stick to the pain pills till it becomes easier to manage.

[Vuitton]

Is this process you're going through the same for all other women healing post-op and dilating?

[Nirokun!]

Sorry you're in pain, Niro! That hurts me right in the feels (and I can't imagine my vag hurting like that, ouch!). Hoping you're feeling better soon.

Also Niro I feel so bad for you since you are going through that pain, when I was reading it this morning I got a pain in my gut from it! I would def stick to the pain pills till it becomes easier to manage.

Taking the full dose helps a lot, I feel much better (body feels heavy, heart thumps kinda hard, feel kinda funny/woozy, the same as the morning dose.) At least I have my own experiment with lower dosages under my belt if my PA thinks about lowering my dose/pill count. I also kept/banked 30 of the tramadol pills that I got from Thailand just in case of an emergency.

Is this process you're going through the same for all other women healing post-op and dilating?

No. The formation of excess granulation/proud flesh is individual, just as some people have keloids and others do not. Even in those that have granulation/proud flesh, where it pops up can be different. I have it underneath my clitoris and between my labia minora, as well as on the left side of the introitus/vaginal canal. I might have more deeper inside (I think there is some at the very back, it stings when I'm at full depth until it goes numb). I've read of other girls having granulation on/between their labia, as well as some that had the same near the vaginal opening that made dilation difficult (and even of those, some complained that it burned when they urinated like I experienced, and others did not experience the same, meaning that the positioning was different.) I think any area that was cut and stitched together has the possibility of forming granulation tissue, particularly in places that are irritated (like the path of the dilator).

[Apelila]

There was a guy that sat next to me in my precalc class that coughed right in my face, and I was pretty harsh to him about it, and then he kept giving me really dirty looks for the rest of the class. Then, the next day, he showed up wearing no shirt (wtf?) and sat by me again. I promptly got up out of my desk and sat on the other side of the room. Not sure if he was crazy or what. He eventually dropped the class and I gave 0 fucks.

An aside related to this, apologize for the temporary derail.

Is this something that happens normally? Not really going anywhere with this, just curious if any of the other girls/gay men have observed this. I've noticed it, and my reaction is usually the same as yours: get the hell away from the sorry SOB before I feel sorry for them. It seems like some men, when confronted with anything other than 'you're awesome!' from someone of the opposite* sex react in the most spoiled, self-centered narcissistic way possible. *(or in my case, same but different mannerisms)

Bad hygene? Show up worse! That'll show her.
Has a point about you being an asshole? Become UBERasshole, to show just how un-assholey you've been acting in comparison.
Called you an idiot and then proved it? Show up again with your point re-enforced, blind to all criticism that was given before no matter how constructive.

Not saying women can't do this either (Look at Amy's Baking Company) but I've observed it happening much more in men.

Also, Niro i'm about to PM you. I've got a story related to yours but I don't really want to air this in public for everyone.