Same. I don't want to get rebanned or banned longer, but in the spirit of this thread I did want to say a few things.
Started playing FFXIV with some of you and I got a couple comments about how nice I was on vent and how they didn't expect that. I then realized that although all this time I've been able to separate myself from "Day" that no one else really knows anything other than what they see. Perception is reality and all that. I've said some horrible mean things, just to get a laugh, amuse myself, etc... and I know I've upset some people on the other side of the computer and I'm not as proud of that as I once was. The truth is I'm a big softie and actually have more friends online than I do in my personal life.
Anyways the reason this is bothering me so much is because if something were to happen to me, I'm not so sure I'd be remembered very fondly, with the exception of a few... and that kind of sucks. As others have stated I think of most of you as actual friends and honestly if you ever needed anything in the reals I'd be right there to help. I've been posting here for almost 7 years and spam was always my home. Some fucking great times in here and I even got to meet some of you in real life which was awesome.
idk, I guess it's just reflection upon losing Woozie, like the rest of you, made me want to get a few things off my chest... before I'm banned again, maybe forever.
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