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[BaneTheBrawler]

my buddy died about a year ago, and i'm still not really over it. i don't think i ever will be 'over it.'



but demo's right, ksan. you can have regrets. "i wish i'd done this" or "i wish i'd done that" but you can't let than transition into guilt. you had your own life to live, and for a while he wasn't part of it. that's perfectly normal in long-term friendships like that.



though high school and college, i didn't really talk to my buddy much. we were busy doing our own things. but we kept in touch. reconnected when our lives settled down a bit. i wish i'd made more of an effort to spend time with him, but life happens. i regret that we didn't spend more time together, but how was i supposed to know he'd have so little time? we were the same age. i thought we'd have roughly the same time, yknow? even after the accident he seemed invincible. like this was just another obstacle he'd overcome. and then he kept getting sick. and finally he stopped getting better. and then he gave up. i don't blame him. but it doesn't seem real. even now, i expect him to be there.


i know it's a fine line between regrets and guilt. i like to think i have pretty good control over my mind, but i still have times where i hate myself because of the things i should have done differently. i just try to keep them to a minimum, yknow?

[Ksandra]

Yeah I get you guys, but it's like one part of my brain understands that, the other part refuses to. I am sure it'll heal with time, but it just sucks. sucks sucks sucks.

[Rhyis.]

i lost a buddy that went to afghanistan. shits rough

[Ksandra]

[Demosthenes]

They all are. I think star wars is garbo mostly, but the last one was honestly the best star wars movie ever made.

[Koyangi]

Solo or TLJ?

[Demosthenes]

TLJ.

[Zetanio]

bought to be some soccer watched over here. these tea drinking expats are v excited.

[DrClout]

Neither.

Also, stone cold stiepe fighting tonight

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[Day]

This guy would be my bestie irl

[Day]

like a 45 second setup to punch line that barely exists, makes me laugh so hard

[Zetanio]

I didn't watch it but i think you are perfect for eachother.


also, people are mad that i'm mad at ready player one. wtf fam it was p amazing bad


also, butts

[Day]

i enjoyed it but it wasn't anything to write home about

[Day]

i would like a more R rated version

[Day]

i hate when you accept someone's premise for an argument and debate it then others jump in and attack the premise like you said it

[Day]

i hate the internet so much but can't quit it

[Zetanio]

just like wade watts. it's so relevant.

[Day]

i can taste the salt

[Zetanio]

nom nom nom

[Ksandra]

If my husband and I retire someday to Celebration City, FL, how hard is it going to be to pretend we don't actually live in FL?