spill tea all over my desk ugg
its his desk ugg, what else do you need to know bro
A desk ugg is a great way to keep your beverage warm.
Just been a shitty week for me overall.
Last Wednesday, my little sister calls me and let's me know our POS father had a seizure, fell, cracked his skull open, died for 6 mins and was resuscitated. So I start putting plans together to fly from warm Orlando to cold Philly on Friday to start getting ready for his end.
Friday morning, wake up and find out his sister died (was closer to her than my father). Finally get approval from work to take time off as it's a new job. Fly up Friday night to find out that my young cousin accidentally hung himself. His funeral was today.
Flash forward to today after days of testing, that due to his heart being stopped for too long and previous conditions (prostate cancer) that came to light while me and my sister were going through his belongings that he'd never be back to normal and we'd have to take care of him or pay someone to do it. So we decided to take him off the machines and let him go naturally and he passed about 2 hours ago.
I just needed to get this all out. I don't feel anything for my father just a lot of death in my life in 1 week.
TLDR: Had to fly from Orlando up to Philly to deal with 3 deaths in under a week.
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That's....a bad week.
A month ago our company tells us they'll be paying us on 11/21 because of the Holiday.
I have a trip planned for Philly tomorrow, so I thought great, I'll have a good amount of money for my trip.
Yesterday we all get a notice saying that we're only getting 1/2 our pay tomorrow, and 1/2 on Friday. (We get paid every two weeks usually).
Like thanks for the two days notice that everyone is now getting 1/2 the pay they were expecting.
Shit sucks man, when it rains it pours. I was the same way when my dad died, still haven't really grieved for him, but I didn't really know him.I just needed to get this all out. I don't feel anything for my father just a lot of death in my life in 1 week.
He was in my life when I was a kid but my parents got divorced when I was young and then we lived on opposite sides of the country. He was never one for phone calls or contact so yea, fuck it I guess.
I feel like I haven't grieved because I didn't need to, feels more like I heard a celebrity died, not that he was, just that degree of being removed from his personal life for so long felt like I didn't know him anymore so I hadn't lost anything.
Fucked up but it's still how I feel to this day.
Here a loud pop on way home and start feeling something off on each rotation. get home hmmm tires still full of pressure maybe everything is ok. Everything was not ok. Nail all the way in tire but the tire had kind of sealed around it so that's why I could right it home just fine. But that's still a small hole in tire after taking it out so gotta replace plus no tubes on hand so went to get some. gdi new bike already costing me
And boy is brand new out of the box thick ass gatorskins a bitch to put on... so of course my dumbass puts it on facing the wrong way so gotta do it again and then bite my finger with the gear/chain getting it off the second time.
Same for me about the dad shit. Parents divorced at 13. My dad then decided he was a Native American and the last time we talked it was his weekend for me and asked if I wanted to go to some tribe thing. I said no and he said to stay at mom's because he'll be at tribe thing all weekend. I turned angry teen and said fuck him afterwards since he was a shitty dad anyways. He died four years ago. If anything almost felt relief as if all my anger was buried with him.
I haven't seen or heard from my mom in about 21 years.
So today get woken up by boss saying someone called in sick I need to go out on route now so he's coming to pick up me. A few minutes later he clarifies no the driver is picking me up... oh work clothes and boots are at work though and so is the waters we take on route /sigh
No mom communication for 5 years here. After getting help for anxiety and seeing therapists for awhile she was a big cause of a lot of stress. My wife later said she knew it but telling someone their mother is a major factor as to why you are very unhappy is a very hard thing to do.
I went to bed late after seeing a movie and had nightmares all night in regards to my dead parents. I fucking hate the holidays and actually glad I’m working to keep my mind off it and signed up for overtime on Sunday too. I hate how my kind works ugh.
Fuck working in the rain with some customers being as much of a pain as possible. But silver lining in these literal clouds.. they've knocked alot of the smoke out of the air so the patches of no clouds are actually blue sky
Usually takes me four hours and some change to drive home to visit family from VA to NYC. Going for thanksgiving, just hit the four hour mark and not even in Jersey yet. Traffic no joke today.
Yeah seen 3 accidents just on the way back from route back to the office which has of course slowed things down.