were they cousins or sumn
were they cousins or sumn
No I was tossed away then raised in an environment devoid of affection or praise that wasn't attached to success, leaving me with a crippling psychological need for validation. The only thing that has fulfilled this was camping in Dragon's Aery and it's absence has left a void inside me that literally nothing has filled since, including professional and academic accomplishments the rest of society would consider far more meritous than dominating in a PS2 game.
move to russia and try some of that stuff that turns your skin into crocodile skin
is that still a thing
Krokodil?
Non-RX drugs affect me, but only for periods of potency. It's basically like the Tove Lo song, I'd have to stay high all my life. It's not that I would mind that -- I'd be down for a soma coma like Brave New World -- it's just that I just can't facilitate it. Substitute obsessions at least allow me to remain barely functional.
well meth and coke don't work and i certainly attempted to be on them every day
Serious advice considering the severity of the problem.
Have you considered EVE Online? It's the only MMO I can think of where you can try to persistently hold and deny things to others.
Be it null space empire warfare, wormhole space hold and ejections, market pvp monopolization, etc.