Diary of an alcoholic

[Jerseyprophet]

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid ... ra&pl=true

I've come so close, it's almost hard to believe
When you're up close, it blinds you brilliantly
Just one rush can change your life forever
Just one push can end it all together

Why can't we learn from the plague that surrounds us
Learn from my mistakes
Learn from this mistake
Learn from our mistake
Learn from their mistakes

There's no shoulder to cry on when you have no shame
There's no finger to point when you are to blame
Open book, in my eyes shows you rain, then storming
I can't look, when covered by the nothing and the suffering

Learn from my mistakes
Learn from this mistake
Learn from our mistake
Learn from their mistakes
Learn from my mistake

Believe me, all my friends, in the ending of the story
There's no junkie out there with a happy ending
It consumes you, and haunts you like the devil
It's the art of the process that kills off all the rebels

Learn from this mistake
Learn from my mistake
Learn from our mistake
Learn from my mistake...


I want it to end, I want to stop this. It hurts so fucking much, but Im only happy when Im drinking, and I cant stop. I dont know where to turn anymore, because the one person I trust is myself, and I betray myself at every chance I get.

[Americayankee]

rofl emo

[Jerseyprophet]

yea emo and fuck it none of it matters emo

didnt show up at band rehersal cause i just told andy to fuck himself and i didnt want to

i dont know why i do any of this

its masochistic and it hurts fuck it

i wish i had a reason, fuck it

[hammy]

hope u were drunk when u posted that drivel

[Genosync]

yeah he's probably drunk

[Jerseyprophet]

call me an attention whore,. fuckin lay in to me, tell me im an asshole give it meaning i need that - give me meaning, and hurt me. come on you piece of shit, fucking tell me. mak e it fucking count

[Heian]

call me an emo. fuckin lay in to me, tell me im an asshole give it meaning i need that - give me meaning, and hurt me. come on you piece of shit, fucking tell me. mak e it fucking count

Admiting is the first step.

[Kuai]

kill yourself

[Jerseyprophet]

not without taking out everyone else involved for all of this

[Jerseyprophet]

The band just broke up after 8 years. What the fuck am I gonna do now, this is all I've known for 8 fucking years. I dont know what to do anymore if im not in that band. Whatever, i really dont care if it doesnt make sense, it feels better to say it, deaf ears or not.

I'll miss these fucking guys.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v4...Picture071.jpg

[Anyway]

join a new band...

[Jerseyprophet]

This is abi, wil's wife. This screen was up when i got home, and i wanna apologize for him. he's had a bad night and i read this chat screen and he isnt normally like that. im sorry he acted that way. he is passed out on the floor and drank a lot and i dont know what happened i just know his band is here and talking to each other about it all. sorry he behaved that way. he really cares about those guys and the band meant everything to him.

[Alleya]

Wow, this is hilarious.

[Warudo Ecksu]

oh snap. and here i thought i was a riot when i'm drunk.

i'd be wasted for a few days myself if my band of 8 years broke.

little bit of advice. orange juice is heaven when you've got a hangover.

[½pint]

I love the internet.

[BRP]

Why does the large man on the left look like he wants to have sex with children?

[Nirokun!]

what a nice woman she is, apologizing for him, thats so sweet~ :D

i wanna be like that some day awwwwww

[Americayankee]

Once again:

rofl emo

[Scunsion]

jerseyprophet more like makesshittytopicsalldaylongontheforumsprophet lolowned

[Chumbelina]

jerseyprophet more like makesshittytopicsalldaylongontheforumsprophet lolowned

oh burn!!

I know your band breaking up sucks monkey ballz... but umm.. don't you have... friends.? or like... a mom to cry to when this stuff happens?