Real life pic thread

[Abandon]

man, when we deployed I would go from like 6-8 smokes a day to 2-3 packs a day shit was harsh.

rofl, i bought a carton of newports and sold each pack for 10 euro a pop (13 us dollars, rofl)

[Tyche]

Wop is apparently a singer named jade and he has dimples. That's what google said at least.

[Naggi]

Dimples, aye, but isn't Jade a rather feminine name for a bloke?

[Titanss]

Wop is apparently a singer named jade and he has dimples. That's what google said at least.

that's the guy with him

[Mistress Stowastiq]

I have lesbian friends who ask me if I'm slamming puss, is this like gay male titty slapping?

I am not sure, just figured being a faghag meant dealing with gay men being all up on my tits but its not a sexual thing its an apparatus thing. It is ok as long as they tell me stories about their flings and share their porn I will tolerate their odd fascination with boobs.

@Wop you look like a model, if I am looking at the right guy. And I am not going to attempt to google translate now after what Tyche said.

[Nirokun!]

@Nirokun, the male bras I am speaking of are like fitness type things. I will look for links. I am not sure how much breast tissue will develop with hormone enhancement but extra weight is extra weight and you need to develop shoulder and back muscles with larger sizes generally.

Thanks! I dont know how much I'll change either. I'll either not go through very dramatic changes because I'm already naturally so far along, or I'll be unreadable because I'm so far along. I'm not the strongest person, but again I'm not the weakest person either. I weightlifted in HS for a year (with decidedly poor gains if you were to consider me a male) but I'm in general, stronger than your average woman. I have really good balance/posture if that counts for anything (core muscles and all that~)

am i the only one that is confused by nirokun's posts?

I'm one of 3 boys, but come puberty things went off the beaten path. I've attained some sort of intersex status because I'm visibly different than normal-bodied men and women. I dont have ambiguous genitalia because I was born a normal-bodied male. I have mixed secondary sex characteristics, and was read as a male 50% of the time, and female 50% of the time or so up until I was 21~ish when I decided I didnt want to try and overcompensate for who I was. I began to live more comfortably and do the things I wanted to do, and now I'm read as female 80% or so by strangers. The weirdest thing is that people who know me infrequently change from masculine to feminine pronouns in passing, leaving me confused about who they think I am from time to time lol

I've pretty much decided that when I start getting health insurance, that I wanted to find out why I am the way I am, and want to get hormone replacement therapy (HRT) because I've noticed my hair falling out which fucking scares the crap out of me. HRT, to me and my situation and gender identity has, by a large margin, more benefits than drawbacks. I have a broad gender identity, and would feel comfortable in a male or female body, but given a lot of factors, male to female hormone replacement is a better option for me. I would need hormones and surgery to decidedly go one way or the other, but I'd rather just stay inbetween (the kind of person I've grown accustomed to being since forever, even prepuberty I fantasized about switching bodies back and forth for as long as I can remember.)

One of the things that I refused to let happen is to have my hair fall out, so I would need something to stop that. Propecia is the best thing on the market, but it affects hormones, and I'm afraid it would mess up my weird balance and increase circulating testosterone levels by stopping the conversion from testosterone to DHT. I didn't want to become more masculine because I could never be 100% male, and grinding down my bones and cutting me open to remove my breasts to make a better approximation of a man just didn't sit right with me. I could never be 100% female for the same reasons. So I decided that an ideal point where I could keep my hair, have nicer skin, and not have to shave as much could be reached by taking antiandrogens and some form on estrogen. I had some hesitancy about nipple changes because I thought it would make my boobs look weird, then I had the realization that my boobs were already weird (to "normal" people) and that hesitation disappeared. The only "hard" part of anything I'm going to do is electrolysis to get rid of my beard. Painful and expensive, but I shave everyday and it's a pain. Not having to worry about it when I have to pee in public places eases my mind a little and makes me feel like I'll be that much more safe when I can't find a single-occupancy bathroom.

Right now I'm looking forward to getting a job as a nurse so I can have health insurance to see about jumping through the hoops to getting HRT. I'm a little worried though, because I've read that to get HRT, you need to want to become 100% man or woman, and being that I don't (I like my penis where it is, thanks), it might be a problem. I've found some open-minded facilities in washington DC where a doctor might be able to write me a prescription based on an obscure hormonal disorder. That would be nice~

(I hope that was thorough and answered more questions than it created )

Nirokun the male bra I saw was for Gynecomastia (male breast enlargement). I don't think this is the same thing you are speaking of but here is the link.
http://www.enell.com/products_for_men.php

See, I dont know if I have gynecomastia because I have so much more than that. If a man has breast enlargment, then sure, he's a man with a problem that needs to be fixed. But if a man has had a large amount of circulating estrogen for a long period of time, and is okay with that, do you still give each change a name piecemeal? Idk, I see myself as a "kind of person" more than someone with a problem. I mean, I've got bodily changes like someone with aromatase excess syndrome or congenital adrenal hyperplasia, but I have no deficits of any "problem" that I've seen. And I've been looking for quite some time now. I'm a healthy person! (That was a roundabout way of saying those "support vests" are ugly and wildly overpriced lol :D I'll have to find myself some cotton/spandex sports bras and call it a day )

Keeping it on-topic with a picture~

My first picture on the forums, from a long time ago! Before I was in bg, so maybe I was 18 or so here?
http://img13.imageshack.us/img13/648...1261503388.jpg

[Abandon]

wop, if they let us get anywhere near london, take me and my poor friends out for food. nothing nasty, i want some shit normal people eat.

[richardd]

wop, if they let us get anywhere near london, take me and my poor friends out for food. nothing nasty, i want some shit normal people eat.

did you get my email? gmail can suck sometimes

[Titanss]

Thanks! I dont know how much I'll change either. I'll either not go through very dramatic changes because I'm already naturally so far along, or I'll be unreadable because I'm so far along. I'm not the strongest person, but again I'm not the weakest person either. I weightlifted in HS for a year (with decidedly poor gains if you were to consider me a male) but I'm in general, stronger than your average woman. I have really good balance/posture if that counts for anything (core muscles and all that~)



I'm one of 3 boys, but come puberty things went off the beaten path. I've attained some sort of intersex status because I'm visibly different than normal-bodied men and women. I dont have ambiguous genitalia because I was born a normal-bodied male. I have mixed secondary sex characteristics, and was read as a male 50% of the time, and female 50% of the time or so up until I was 21~ish when I decided I didnt want to try and overcompensate for who I was. I began to live more comfortably and do the things I wanted to do, and now I'm read as female 80% or so by strangers. The weirdest thing is that people who know me infrequently change from masculine to feminine pronouns in passing, leaving me confused about who they think I am from time to time lol

I've pretty much decided that when I start getting health insurance, that I wanted to find out why I am the way I am, and want to get hormone replacement therapy (HRT) because I've noticed my hair falling out which fucking scares the crap out of me. HRT, to me and my situation and gender identity has, by a large margin, more benefits than drawbacks. I have a broad gender identity, and would feel comfortable in a male or female body, but given a lot of factors, male to female hormone replacement is a better option for me. I would need hormones and surgery to decidedly go one way or the other, but I'd rather just stay inbetween (the kind of person I've grown accustomed to being since forever, even prepuberty I fantasized about switching bodies back and forth for as long as I can remember.)

One of the things that I refused to let happen is to have my hair fall out, so I would need something to stop that. Propecia is the best thing on the market, but it affects hormones, and I'm afraid it would mess up my weird balance and increase circulating testosterone levels by stopping the conversion from testosterone to DHT. I didn't want to become more masculine because I could never be 100% male, and grinding down my bones and cutting me open to remove my breasts to make a better approximation of a man just didn't sit right with me. I could never be 100% female for the same reasons. So I decided that an ideal point where I could keep my hair, have nicer skin, and not have to shave as much could be reached by taking antiandrogens and some form on estrogen. I had some hesitancy about nipple changes because I thought it would make my boobs look weird, then I had the realization that my boobs were already weird (to "normal" people) and that hesitation disappeared. The only "hard" part of anything I'm going to do is electrolysis to get rid of my beard. Painful and expensive, but I shave everyday and it's a pain. Not having to worry about it when I have to pee in public places eases my mind a little and makes me feel like I'll be that much more safe when I can't find a single-occupancy bathroom.

Right now I'm looking forward to getting a job as a nurse so I can have health insurance to see about jumping through the hoops to getting HRT. I'm a little worried though, because I've read that to get HRT, you need to want to become 100% man or woman, and being that I don't (I like my penis where it is, thanks), it might be a problem. I've found some open-minded facilities in washington DC where a doctor might be able to write me a prescription based on an obscure hormonal disorder. That would be nice~

(I hope that was thorough and answered more questions than it created )



See, I dont know if I have gynecomastia because I have so much more than that. If a man has breast enlargment, then sure, he's a man with a problem that needs to be fixed. But if a man has had a large amount of circulating estrogen for a long period of time, and is okay with that, do you still give each change a name piecemeal? Idk, I see myself as a "kind of person" more than someone with a problem. I mean, I've got bodily changes like someone with aromatase excess syndrome or congenital adrenal hyperplasia, but I have no deficits of any "problem" that I've seen. And I've been looking for quite some time now. I'm a healthy person! (That was a roundabout way of saying those "support vests" are ugly and wildly overpriced lol :D I'll have to find myself some cotton/spandex sports bras and call it a day )

Keeping it on-topic with a picture~

My first picture on the forums, from a long time ago! Before I was in bg, so maybe I was 18 or so here?

my head just exploded..

[foopy]

my head just exploded..

ditto.

but thanks for sharing niro, quite interesting.

i forgot who, but it was like rich or leroy, that was hollering at your pic some 30-40 pages ago.

whoever it was: lol, you're gay. kinda. fuck i'm still confused.

edit: hey niro, which gender do you have sex with? please say both so i can completely be baffled forever.

[Mistress Stowastiq]

Keeping it on-topic with a picture~

My first picture on the forums, from a long time ago! Before I was in bg, so maybe I was 18 or so here?
http://img13.imageshack.us/img13/648...1261503388.jpg

There are some nice cotton bras I wish I could wear. Cotton is incredibly comfortable!

I hope you don't think I was trying to say that you have a problem. You sound rather self accepting to me, as if you are open to seeing what path you are meant to take and you do not sound as if this is a problem, at least not from my perspective.

I adore androgyny and have most of my spiritual bearing on the male side. What you said: " I didn't want to become more masculine because I could never be 100% male-" that hit home. No matter what anyone tells me about how feminine I feel or seem, I outright feel like a man inside but would never attempt to sex change because I could not be 100% male. I would rather accept being female anatomically and male by spirit because that is who I am.

What you decide to do has absolutely no bearing on the way you actually feel about yourself. What I mean is, having self confidence, believing in you and loving you is more important than any medication or diagnosis. In my opinion, it should come first before any changes. As for your picture, you are quite lovely. Like your lips.

[Titanss]

ditto.

but thanks for sharing niro, quite interesting.

i forgot who, but it was like rich or leroy, that was hollering at your pic some 30-40 pages ago.

whoever it was: lol, you're gay. kinda. fuck i'm still confused.

edit: hey niro, which gender do you have sex with? please say both so i can completely be baffled forever.

Leroy

[Chun Liroy]

Leroy

lol. No it wasn't.

[Chun Liroy]

Only girl I've holla'd at in this thread is Lyn. And maybe Tyven or Kuya.

[Kyo]

I'll holla at Nyx, i got mine.

[Caiyuo]

Tyven, what can you do now? What could possibly be done at this point. Can you combine overwhelming gayness with talking about home remedy solutions to bra itch and late night infomercial products to fix uneven tits? I think it's too far gone, but I welcome you to try.

I was content spamming BBC documentary clips and fagging out over David Attenborough, BUT I GUESS THAT WAS FLYING TOO CLOSE TO THE SUN ON WAX WINGS MUCH LIKE THE NEW GUINEA POOP BEETLE

In conclusion, where the fuck is Demisses lol

[Chun Liroy]

Idk, but demiss is *always* on FB.

[Kyo]

She always messages me on FB.

[Titanss]

lol. No it wasn't.

you said something like this when he/she posted his/her pic:

'inb4 everyone starts hitting on you'

somethin like that, it's all good brah don't get embarrassed

[Chun Liroy]

Nah it was probably more like, inb4titanss starts hitting on you.