Tonight we did Swift Belts~ Some of you might know that I'm not in the best of health... quite possibly the sickest person playing FFXI~ There are countless times, where i'm playing during panic/axiety attacks, bleeding from the eyes, migranes, etc., and i don't say a word about it, i just push on because people don't need to hear about that or worry or anything...
Tonight I was having real bad heart problems and i was tearing blood for the second time since my surgery to try to fix that... I didn't let it affect me at all for a good two hours, then i had to take two 10 minute breaks to guzzle down pain pills, take eye drops, drink maalox, and argue with my mom i don't need to go to the hospital~
Getting off subject now cuz' i'm getting a little pissy again but, yea, i really go out of my way to do a lot for all of you and i really don't want thank yous or anything... but seriously... i get fucking pissed when im disrespected as i was tonight...
Weeks, you said in LS chat, something along the lines of 'clock Arla out, he hasnt been here for more than 10 minutes', and started to cry and Mijin Gakure'd cuz' during one of those 10 minute breaks someone needed an invite~
Aurien, i won't even bring up, as i quite honestly don't respect him since he refuses to even resemble a human being~
In the future, if you have a problem with me, shut your mouth, and thank god your healthy...