Baww... I need advice </LJ>

[Yuri-G]

Probably because we all do very similar things.

He sounds like myself as well. Why? Simply because most of us go through the same issues.

We wonder if how we feel is genuine. Most, if not almost all of the time, we really are just experiencing anxiety due to stress.

You just have to stick through it and tell yourself that everything is okay. Or, as I said previously, seek counseling.

I disagree, I think there are definitely different personality types. I think most people posses them all, but in varying degrees. Some people may have a tiny amount of neuroses and are able to let stuff go very easily, and some people may be anxious a lot and feel the need to resolve any difficulties in their life immediately as a result. To me, the OP sounds like the latter.

[travOtaku]

To me, the OP sounds like the latter.

Indeed. When I was a freshman in high school, I was hanging out with my best friend at his place while his grandmother was there. She's one of those like no-holds-barred, I'm old so I can say whatever the fuck I want so fuck you kind of grandmothers, so we basically loved her. But somehow or another my friend and her got into a fight and they were yelling at each other and it escalated pretty fast that they were really going at it. Anyway, during the middle of the fight his grandmother like stood up and was like "I don't deserve this kind of abuse, I'm getting the hell out of here!" and left.

And then got hit by a drunk driver on her way home, and died on the way to the hospital. It wasn't until the next day that my friend found out that the last thing his grandmother was thinking about was how mad she was that she was fighting with him. He didn't tell her he loved her before she left or anything, he was too incensed.

That basically scarred my friend, and me, forever. Ever since witnessing that, I have never ever liked anyone to be mad at me, disappointed with me, saddened by me, or whatever, because, if anything were to happen to anyone, I would just die if their final thoughts of me were anything but positive.

Also, I don't like it when my hands are dirty either. And I don't ever brush my teeth in front of people, ever. I guess I am just a huge ball of craziness. XD

[Norelco]

The guy you like is probably posting on a website similar to this about how his gay friend is constantly annoying the shit out of him and asking for advice how to get rid of you. Sorry.