Dealing with depression?

[Rhinox]

Cool story bro

[Faris]

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This may be kind of tl;dr, but this is the coolest thing ever.

I've been depressed my entire life for the most part. I tried a lot of different medications when I was younger but none of them worked, so I had to learn to just deal with it. The other day I was thinking that there might be new stuff on the market that came out in the last decade and that I should give some of it a chance. I went to my doctor and they hooked me up with Lexapro.

The sexual side effects are amazing.

I've never cared for sex much in of itself. I mean, I have had a lot and even have kids but.. If I really cared about a girl on an emotional level I got a lot of satisfaction from pleasing her, but having sex with a girl I didn't really care for just wasn't worth it when you consider all the risks and bullshit. Easier and more satisfying to just go masturbate. Friends are always like, you haven't met the right girl blah blah..

The first night I was on Lexapro I tried to go jerk off, and it didn't work.. I was kind of worried so on the second night I grabbed some good porn and made a serious attempt to get off. It took me like an hour, and when I did it was amazing. Even the day after, I was like.. wow.

Now I am thinking.. I need to go get a girlfriend. I'm walking to work downtown and catch eye contact with this girl, so I invite her to some breakfast.. long story short the next day I fuck the shit out of her. I felt like Al Pacino on the Devil's Advocate cause she didn't see that coming. I'm 28, but I feel like I had never had sex before until now.

They say it takes a month for Lexapro to fully do its thing, but I don't care. Being able to fuck a chick as hard as you want for an hour makes you feel great. I could before, but I would have to hold back and it wasn't as good.

Your millage may very, but that is my story.

so the key to your happiness is drug that enhances your sexual performance, a stack of porn and a girl. I'm really happy for you and all, but goddamnit man, drgus, porn and bitches isnt the answer for everyone.

[EternalSnow]

I deal with long term depression since my dad died in a terriost bombing on may 12, 2003 in Saudi Arabia and my grand mother died last year. So I'm usual always feeling down, sad, upset and feel like everyone hates me and doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. My mom gets me counsoling and stuff. It's hard to deal with, but I tend to also seperate myself from people at college. I honestly miss all the great friends I had at high school that was amazing knowing all those people XD. The best thing to do if you have depression though is to get some form of help.