So she shot me down

[Charismatic]

I didn't know her well enough to say for certain that I love her, but I feel like I do.
It's like... the feeling I have is like I just want to spend my life just making her happy, I've never really cared about people in this way before. I feel like if I had to give up everything I have just to put a smile on her face, I would do it. All I truly wanted was to be there for her, be the one to make her feel as good as she made me feel. I realize it's probably not possible for me to do that... I don't know how.
I didn't want to say it but I couldn't stop myself, I let it out. Way too soon, really.

I didn't feel too sad when she shot me down as I kind of expected it, kind of deserved it. I realize which mistakes I made, it's too late to correct them though, the impression has already been made. My mind tells me to move on because I'm sure her mind is already made up. I'm not ready to move on yet. I keep telling myself there will be other chances, but at the same time I'm fairly certain there won't be.
I don't feel so bad about the whole situation... the only thing that's really changed is that today I wasn't in high spirits as I normally am when she's around. Seriously, her mere presence used to brighten my whole day even if we never spoke a word to each other. Today was different.

I really didn't even feel like talking to her much today, I'm sure I'll get over it. Well, I pretty much already have... but while not much is different, I'm sure some things will never be the same.

I just kind of wanted to type this out, I'm not too concerned. I'll just have to force myself to move on to the next one even though I'm sure none will compare.
I've always been somewhat spoiled and always got what I wanted, I guess it's time I learn a lesson in humility and take what I need and forget about what I want.

[Shiroikage]

Sup Krye.

[Charismatic]

Sup Shiroikage!
How's your day been?

[Kiro]

I'm revoking your negro status as of now.

[Charismatic]

Unfortunately you can't. It's all I have.

[Charismatic]

That is to say... you can't take me.

[Charismatic]

I'm going to take a nap.
I already know what to expect when I come back.

[Kiro]

SHIEEKN

[Shiroikage]

Sup Shiroikage!
How's your day been?

Pretty good. Couldn't find an old model PSP or a copy of MHF2, but I did get a great 45 minute walk in while I was trying to.

[Charismatic]

Pretty good. Couldn't find an old model PSP or a copy of MHF2, but I did get a great 45 minute walk in while I was trying to.

Apparently you don't need an older model PSP anymore with this ChickHEN deal..?
Perhaps you may want to look into that!

[Shiroikage]

ChickHEN only allows homebrew.
You can't play ISOs/CSOs, but a copy of MHF2 and some emulators would definitely tide me over for the ~2 months until it gets hacked.

[#686578]

I'll never love you like I do Krye.

[#686578]

Well... if you start posting JB maybe, but I doubt it. It wont hurt, but I can't promise anything.

[Charismatic]

That's okay... I already have too much manlove going on here.