My only sexual experience with any penetration involved was something akin to rape... seriously. A girl and her mom "raped" me and I have not quite been comfortable around most women since then and it's really been hard to break out of my shell. I've gotten handjobs and blowjobs and shit and I've almost gone all the way with several women but I can't bring myself to actually have sex with any because my brain is all fucked up.
That aside, when I was young I caught my father and sister in the act and my view on sex has basically just been completely fucked up since my childhood. I probably need to seek professional help or something.
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