Should I Be Grateful?

[Krye]

When somebody could do so much more for me without it being any bother on their part, but they don't?

For example, my step-dad housed me and fed me for years, but he treated me like shit whereas his gave his real kids anything and everything they wanted and spoiled them rotten. He had a porsche, a rolex, a BMW, he always bought expensive ass electronics, he bought a blu-ray player because he swore the quality was sooo much better it was like watching a whole new movie. He never bought me anything, I had to go to my broke ass grandparents every few years for a couple pairs of new clothes.

I mean, he gave me a place to live! And I can't help but feel anything but hatred for him!

And now, I'm living with my friend. He doesn't have a job, his only responsibility is going to a 3 hour community college class one day a week. His parents give him $150 a week and he does absolutely nothing for it. All I eat is ramen. $1.50 every 2 days to feed me. And he makes a big deal about it. He will literally buy a soda and take ONE sip out of it, then he's done with it. He'll take one sip and hand it off to me. He buys a soda for one sip, yet he makes a big deal about feeding me for 2 days for the same cost. Or he'll buy so much shit for his girlfriend that he'll run out of money before he gets paid again and then we just don't get to eat. He's willing to spend so much on a girlfriend that he constantly tells me he hates, yet he doesn't want to fucking feed me!? I've started saving change that I find around the house because he's been disappearing for days at a time, staying at his girlfriend's house and he won't buy me food before he leaves.

Again, I'm being given a place to stay. Living here is actually the best situation I've ever been in. But all I feel is anger. He makes me so MAD! And I don't think I should feel this way...

[Kiarax]

Yes.

[Krye]

That sucks then, cause I'm pretty sure I'll never be grateful : (

[Kiarax]

Is he charging you to live there? If he is letting you live for free and paying for your food too you have no reason to mayad.

[Linliel]

uh why don't you have a job or something?

[Darkslitter]

registered sex offenders have trouble getting jobs

[Blarg]

Get a job and work 1 hour and you can buy ramen for a whole week.

[Blarg]

sell wow gold

[Krye]

uh why don't you have a job or something?

That would get in the way of me doing nothing all day

[Linliel]

well that explains a lot

[wipers]

Why are you mad it sounds like this step dad treated you very well. I think there is an underlying problem you aren't addressing.

[Blarg]

Why are you mad it sounds like this step dad treated you very well. I think there is an underlying problem you aren't addressing.

I'm pretty sure it's more than just one problem.

[Ohaigaiz]

Crying about your living conditions when you refuse to get a job and your step dad offered you a place to live is l-o-fucking-l. I'd be acting the exact same way as your friend. You're a leech, kill yourself.

[Ohaigaiz]

jk lul

[archibaldcrane]

I can't believe your friend gives you anything.

You're, what - 19? It's difficult and unrewarding to leech your entire life Krye, as strange as that might seem now. You're still young enough to not be completely worthless for your entire life - take that chance, because the window is rapidly closing.

[Falisa]

You're still young enough to not be completely worthless for your entire life.

lol

[Linliel]

shush fali, archie's trying to be positive itt!

[Colenzo]

beat the fuck out of your parents and demand more

[Krye]

beat the fuck out of your parents and demand more

See, that's the thing, all my life I've seen undeserving people being given things for free, I just want my fair share

[Ivve]

See, that's the thing, all my life I've seen undeserving people being given things for free, I just want my fair share

spoilers: life is not fair.