Kinda down in the dumps..

**#686578** · 2010-04-09 02:35

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**#686578** · 2010-04-09 02:35

Originally Posted by Senoska

Loli is a trolling thing. An apparently effective one, though.

Cute loli make me happy

When I see a cute loli I go :3

You cant

if you're :3ing

**Shiroikage** · 2010-04-09 02:35

THAT FERRET HAS TESTICLES FOR LEGS

**Senoska** · 2010-04-09 02:36

Originally Posted by Kiarax

You should just stop being miserable and start being awesome.

I would but I was going through my DSM IV thingy and came across a thing called Avoidant Personality Disorder and honestly, besides being pretty shy I meet almost ever single one of the requirements which isn't helping me. I've been pretty down for like 3 months now for a completely unrelated issue but today was a really bad day for me. The sad part is I try my best to like.. put on a face, I guess, when I'm out and about with friends and family.

**Senoska** · 2010-04-09 02:37

Originally Posted by #686578

Cute loli make me happy

When I see a cute loli I go :3

You cant

if you're :3ing

I actually smiled at this. Thanks, Numbers.

**Shiroikage** · 2010-04-09 02:40

here's some good advice
don't diagnose yourself

and yeah, it could be depression, not all depression is super debilitiating
in fact it probably is depression

**Shiroikage** · 2010-04-09 02:42

I would say that you could pm me and talk or something but my brain has went through a meat grinder and it is taking all of the effort my body can muster to write this research proposal because i've had like 5 hours of sleep in 3 days or something i don't even know anymore

**Shiroikage** · 2010-04-09 02:43

the only reason i can comprehend that tomorrow is friday is that this paper is due 12 hours from now on friday

**Shiroikage** · 2010-04-09 02:43

so maybe later

**Senoska** · 2010-04-09 02:44

The fact is I don't really have bad self esteem. I think I'm pretty awesome. I don't want to go into specifics simply because I dont think it's the internets business, but this has literally barr'd me from every situation I've ever been in with people I liked and loved and always leads to breaking down relationships and it's kinda doing that now and I'm not really sure how to stop it. I dont even know how to explain this, argh, so frustrated right now, lol.

**Shiroikage** · 2010-04-09 02:46

you don't need shit self esteem to have depression or whatever it is that you got i am pretty sure

**Krye** · 2010-04-09 02:47

Your shit's all retarded and you're a dumbass faggot I'm disappointed in every one of you that is trying to help him.

**Shiroikage** · 2010-04-09 02:48

my problem is that i care too much

**Senoska** · 2010-04-09 02:53

Originally Posted by Shiroikage

my problem is that i care too much

My problem is I try to make everyone around me happy but I dont feel like they really care to return the favor. I mean, they do and they don't. They come to events like a birthday party but I don't feel that they are appreciative for what I do for them.

For example, if someone wants something really bad and I have the extra money, I'll buy them it. Regardless of what it is. Ps3's, cameras, T.V.s, etc. And I'm always labeled "That one nice guy that does nice things for people that are having a bad day" but that's all I ever get. I get a thank you and a hug and then I'm on my way.

The problem is though I've spent about $6,000 in cash in the last year just doing this and I've managed to put around $500 on my best buy card and $700 on my credit card on top of that on other people. I haven't bought myself anything.

I dont want to bitch about my problems, though, I just wanna know how to not feel shitty about myself like I am right now.

**Krye** · 2010-04-09 02:54

You're a fucking tool nobody likes you keep trying to buy happiness you pathetic fuck pretty sad that you can't even pay people to want to be around you

**Senoska** · 2010-04-09 02:57

P.s.,

Krye, I don't even know you that well but I think you should probably take a look as well. You probably have similar issues.

You might be more borderline, though
https://health.google.com/health/ref...ality+disorder

***Blarg*** · 2010-04-09 02:58

if it costs over 20 bucks and it isn't their birthday then don't fucking buy anything for them

**Ohaigaiz** · 2010-04-09 02:59

Originally Posted by Senoska

My problem is I try to make everyone around me happy but I dont feel like they really care to return the favor. I mean, they do and they don't. They come to events like a birthday party but I don't feel that they are appreciative for what I do for them.

For example, if someone wants something really bad and I have the extra money, I'll buy them it. Regardless of what it is. Ps3's, cameras, T.V.s, etc. And I'm always labeled "That one nice guy that does nice things for people that are having a bad day" but that's all I ever get. I get a thank you and a hug and then I'm on my way.

The problem is though I've spent about $6,000 in cash in the last year just doing this and I've managed to put around $500 on my best buy card and $700 on my credit card on top of that on other people. I haven't bought myself anything.

I dont want to bitch about my problems, though, I just wanna know how to not feel shitty about myself like I am right now.

you sounds literally exactly like my ex girlfriend

are you her?

**Krye** · 2010-04-09 03:01

He's a bitch if that's what you're asking

**Krye** · 2010-04-09 03:02

Originally Posted by Senoska

P.s.,

Krye, I don't even know you that well but I think you should probably take a look as well. You probably have similar issues.

You might be more borderline, though
https://health.google.com/health/ref...ality+disorder

That doesn't fit me at all, here is me:

http://www.mcafee.cc/Bin/sb.html

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