Kinda down in the dumps..

[Senoska]

you sounds literally exactly like my ex girlfriend

are you her?

I might be, you never know.

if it costs over 20 bucks and it isn't their birthday then don't fucking buy anything for them

From the 5th of April til today I've spent $219.25 on other people. Not including a friend's birthday gifts which cost me around $160.

Kinda getting off subject because I don't really think (I'm not sure, to be honest) that's what is leading to my depression.

[Kiarax]

Stop being dumb with your money.

[Krye]

I have to leave in like 5 hours to drive across town to a 4 hour class that I'll be taking an exam in and then I have to make up 3 weeks of art homework some time today and I'm tired as Hell but I can't sleep and instead of laying down and trying to sleep I'm sitting here drinking from my 2 liter of caffeinated mountain dew and flying around Northrend to buy enchants for my gear cause I'm gonna go full defense mode again since I've had hella extra mana in my arena games lately I think my mp5 is kind of overkill and I'm gonna buy my warrior some boe pve gear so he'll have like 10% more ArP and I'm going to try to convince him to spec 3/3 sudden death and on Sunday I'm going to H BQ and hopefully H Bauble will drop cause then my gear set-up would just be stupid OP

[Senoska]

Stop being dumb with your money.

I don't really think I'm being dumb with it. I like making people happy and money, in all seriousness, doesn't really mean much to me. I make decent money for what I do and I have pretty much everything I want that costs money. I should be saving but I can't help but spend it. I guess it changes dynamics a bit if I said alot of it was on a girl I liked. I don't think I'm trying to buy her affection as much as I just want to make her smile. I try and stop myself from spending so much but when when we go out to eat I usually just throw cash down and tell her it's no big deal.

[Krye]

The trinket is guaranteed mine, my arena partner is an officer in the guild that I used to raid with, they're one of the few guilds on the server that can actually down ICC pretty sad I know but Ursin is fucking scrub city

[Kiarax]

I don't really think I'm being dumb with it. I like making people happy and money, in all seriousness, doesn't really mean much to me. I make decent money for what I do and I have pretty much everything I want that costs money. I should be saving but I can't help but spend it. I guess it changes dynamics a bit if I said alot of it was on a girl I liked. I don't think I'm trying to buy her affection as much as I just want to make her smile. I try and stop myself from spending so much but when when we go out to eat I usually just throw cash down and tell her it's no big deal.

You are being dumb with it.

[Titanss]

He's a people pleaser

you really are a faggot if you let those asian guys use you like that

[Ryko]

Should probably stop being a bitch, I'd say it worked for me but I haven't actually done it yet.

[Senoska]

You are being dumb with it.

That's not really why I'm feeling down... Or maybe it is. I don't know. I honestly don't think people appreciate it though. It's almost become routine, I guess. I don't think people expect things from me but I try really hard to just make them happy. I don't expect anything monetarily[sp?] in return but something other than a "Hey, thanks!" or a nod of the head would be nice. I kinda feel like I'm being ho'd out. Friends don't call unless they want something from me and this girl whom I like kinda makes me feel like I'm being taken advantage of. Not even just in $$, its everything. I dont think they care, to be honest.

[Senoska]

He's a people pleaser

you really are a faggot if you let those asian guys use you like that

I live in little asia, fucker, everyone here is little asian guys. There are very few people that are like me [white]. All my friends are either black or asian with the exception of one girl who is also white.

[Senoska]

Sorry, I'm kind of rambling. I didn't sleep at all last night and today is obviously no better. If I lay down I just end up looking at my ceiling all night until the sun comes up. I figure I may be chatting trying to get over this shit than being unproductive in my bed.

[Shiroikage]

has anyone posting in this thread actually had a workable amount of sleep

[Senoska]

See? There it is. That's one of the things I always fucking do. I apologize for EVERYTHING even if it's not my fault. Thats one of the major symptoms of AvPD! I mean, seriously, like some of the most random shit I'll say sorry for. I don't even think about saying it. I just do. But I mean it. Like "oh, you don't like that song, ok, sorry" or "did you get enough sleep? oh, you didn't? Sorry. " kinda thing. The fuck.

[Shiroikage]

that's not really that rare

[Shiroikage]

at all

[Ryko]

I'm not fully convinced this topic is serious, however my answer was earnest.

[Senoska]

It annoys me when I do it, it's gotta annoy the people around me. What a fucking annoying habit that is. Jesus Christ.

[Titanss]

I live in little asia, fucker, everyone here is little asian guys. There are very few people that are like me [white]. All my friends are either black or asian with the exception of one girl who is also white.

where the fuck is this little asia bullshit you speak of?

[Shiroikage]

I'm not fully convinced this topic is serious, however my answer was earnest.

i need to go back and read it again because my short term memory is gone

[Shiroikage]

read it
decent advice