I said nothing about despain, ending, or anyone else. What people think of me isn't relevant, if I was going for popularity points my posts would be drastically different than they are. You can call out dicksucking on me all you want when it happens, at least people have reason to defend it.
I'm asking what Richardd has done of merit for you guys to consider him such an uber NIN, because all I see is a guy with slightly above average gear and reflexes.
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