Help me please, Spam. (serious post)

[AkashiXI]

Alright, I have never used this forum as a livejournal, so I apologize in advance.

Basically, I feel like I'm in a standstill in life at the moment. I took a semester off school to transfer, but I have no real motivation to continue pursuing my current major. Life, friends, work, and all my current affairs (except my girlfriend I guess) feels stale - like everything has been done over, and over, and over again. I think I may be suffering from depression because I fit all of the symptoms too.

The thing is... I don't know why I feel this way. My life is a far cry from being bad. I'm financially stable, I have a pretty amazing girlfriend, I'm successful at things I apply myself to... yet I still struggle with everyday activities. My eating habits have gone to hell, I hardly sleep anymore, I'm continuously sick, and I'm disconnecting from my closest friends :/.

I seriously don't know what to do, spam, so I'm coming to you guys. I want to do something to actively change my lifestyle, and maybe get on some healthy or spiritual path that could maybe mentally make me feel better. Any suggestions?:/

[Colenzo]

5th of jack and a bottle of tylenol

[AkashiXI]

Thanks, I'll try those tonight. Any other suggestions?

[AkashiXI]

Also I'm sure some of the oldies here will respond seriously since I'm kind of old-school myself. But I don't mind either way ;p

[MF Perm tha Fineass]

repost this in GD, this is the nicest answer you'll get here

[AkashiXI]

colt 45 and two zig zags

reminds me of a hostess pastry, and idk why

[AkashiXI]

repost this in GD, this is the nicest answer you'll get here

I'd rather get bullshit responses here than wah wah over at fagville. Writing it all out is actually therapeutic in itself.

[AkashiXI]

stop being a pussy ass faggot, find motivation in life, and go get laid

I'm trying to find motivation in life, and I already stated I have a girlfriend that I'm content with. So at least you're half right

[Heian]

I understand where you are coming from, I wish I could give some better advice than this.

Perhaps your problem is you are doing things that you are not actually interested in, you need to find something worth pursuing, that you actually care about. Sounds like you are bored and looking for something.

[MF Perm tha Fineass]

But on the real I've had shit like that happen before, it would come in waves on a long term. Just hit these short funks for a few months where I was just fuckall about everything and then I would come to.

Happened mostly from like 20-25 then it never really happened again. If you start thinking about killing yourself see a doctor or a counselor on campus. Otherwise just try to eat healthy and exercise and that could be enough to pull you out of your funk believe it or not.

[AkashiXI]

Or 1/3rd if you count being a pussy ass faggot and finding motivation as two different bullets in your list

[Ryko]

Quit smash, serious answer.

[Mertron]

Fight Club.

[AkashiXI]

But on the real I've had shit like that happen before, it would come in waves on a long term. Just hit these short funks for a few months where I was just fuckall about everything and then I would come to.

Happened mostly from like 20-25 then it never really happened again. If you start thinking about killing yourself see a doctor or a counselor on campus. Otherwise just try to eat healthy and exercise and that could be enough to pull you out of your funk believe it or not.

Thanks, that sort of helps. You too Heian. I haven't thought about killing myself, but I do think (occasionally) I'm less than human. My girlfriend also said the same thing... except she said, logically speaking, thinking of ending your life and thinking of methods of ending your life are two separate entities. Still, I'm not at that phase yet.

[AkashiXI]

Quit smash, serious answer.

Smash is nowhere near the problem, and I don't let it affect my real life outside tournaments.

[Ryko]

Quit smash, serious answer.

[AkashiXI]

I think Heian is somewhat right, and that I'm bored of what I'm doing atm. I think the only thing I'm perfectly content with is my relationships.

[AkashiXI]

Quit smash, serious answer.

If you can give me a logical reason why Smash is making my entire life's "metagame" depressed, then I may consider it. ;o

[Ryko]

Game is inherently depressing, trufax.

[Mizango]

colt 45 and two zig zags

Holy shit, I was just listening to this song on Lastfm. Just brofisted mah screen.