yellow vomit

[Zalius]

Celebratory bowl.

dude the actual answer to my problems was that i didnt smoke enough weed. like i literally went from throwing up to wanting a bacon cheeseburger within 30 mins

[Colenzo]

gross motherfucker

[TheShadyMan]

Herbal remedy, maaaaan

[Zalius]

i lost my voice from violently throwing up so many times

[#686578]

Too bad you didnt lose your ability to type

[Colenzo]

HA

[Zalius]

Too bad you didnt lose your ability to type

youre a bad person on the inside

[Shiroikage]

zalius, write for me the true nature of my soul

[Zalius]

dog its just shiro

[Shiroikage]

am i doomed to wander samsara alone

[Zalius]

maybe?

[#686578]

youre a bad person on the inside

One of my finer qualities

[Krye]

Zalius

http://bluegartr.com/forum/showthread.php?t=93683

http://bluegartr.com/forum/showthread.php?t=93646

I'm trying to get some more shrooms. I think that trip was just particularly intense because I thought it was never going to end, I'd never experienced anything that was even a fraction of that trip, all 200~ pills of ecstasy and the various times I've done shrooms before, nothing compared to this. The difference was that I took a quarter this time instead of just an eighth, so it was probably just an extreme amount. I think I can maintain this time and ride the wave.

"All those pathetically eager acid freaks who thought they could buy Peace and Understanding for three bucks a hit. But their loss and failure is ours, too. What Leary took down with him was the central illusion of a whole life-style that he helped to create...a generation of permanent cripples, failed seekers, who never understood the essential old mystic fallacy of the Acid Culture: the desperate assumption that somebody-or at least some force-is tending the Light at the end of the tunnel."

Oh my God Zalius I'm so fucked, I remember during that trip I was so desperate for an answer, for a [i]why[/y], what is the point of all this why are we wasting our time. I get a lot of thinking done when I shroom, but I think this might just lead to frustration and depression when I don't get the answers that I crave.

[Shiroikage]

krye, read beautiful losers

[Zalius]

Zalius

http://bluegartr.com/forum/showthread.php?t=93683

http://bluegartr.com/forum/showthread.php?t=93646

I'm trying to get some more shrooms. I think that trip was just particularly intense because I thought it was never going to end, I'd never experienced anything that was even a fraction of that trip, all 200~ pills of ecstasy and the various times I've done shrooms before, nothing compared to this. The difference was that I took a quarter this time instead of just an eighth, so it was probably just an extreme amount. I think I can maintain this time and ride the wave.

"All those pathetically eager acid freaks who thought they could buy Peace and Understanding for three bucks a hit. But their loss and failure is ours, too. What Leary took down with him was the central illusion of a whole life-style that he helped to create...a generation of permanent cripples, failed seekers, who never understood the essential old mystic fallacy of the Acid Culture: the desperate assumption that somebody-or at least some force-is tending the Light at the end of the tunnel."

Oh my God Zalius I'm so fucked, I remember during that trip I was so desperate for an answer, for a [i]why[/y], what is the point of all this why are we wasting our time. I get a lot of thinking done when I shroom, but I think this might just lead to frustration and depression when I don't get the answers that I crave.

yeah overthinking fucks the trip up. bad trips dont ever show you anything you aren't capable of believing. think about it this way: you are completely reliant on your vision. if you see things, you will believe them to be real. they don't actually have to be physically real, you only need to be in a state to believe it.

i was supposed to trip on thursday actually but the very yellow vomit that named this thread also stopped me from tripping (still gonna soon though). gonna try to go back to having good/productive trips and focus on self reflection instead of trying to decipher the universe. nobody knows what the universe is. even if someone does, you have no fuckin reason to trust them. just gotta ride the roller coaster baby

[Zalius]

bitchass tonsilitis crept up on me in my time of weakness. im trying to be optimistic here but what the fuck man