i accept
i accept
She looks nothing like Sarah Chalke.
i know, she has tits
The last like 45 posts were pointless.
shine on geni
Art, what should I do? I like her n shit but the coke shit isn't going to fly with me.
blow's not so bad, it's not like it's needles
Cocaine is a helluva... Nah, coke is a joke. It'll net you a free blowjob now and again, but it's not very fun.
I don't know man, I did a lot of reading into it when I was hitting that shit hard, I don't want to be one of those people that goes ACID STAYS IN YOUR SPINE FOREVER. I read a shit ton of experience stories on Erowid and I read a bunch of drug forums all the time. People talked all the time about how they'd been clean for years and they still didn't get any better.
And personally I've been clean for about a year now and my head is still fucked.
And the reason I said it fucks you up the most is that most accounts said after a year or two of heavy abuse you're fucking done, full retard mode. Whereas people do meth and shit for like 40 years or whatever. At my worst point, I was playing cards and trying to memorize my hands, I couldn't remember a single card by the time the next hand was dealt. I'm a lot better now, but I still have trouble focusing all the time. Ecstasy gave me the best times of my life, and I'm glad to have done it just to have those experiences. It changed my entire outlook on life and turned me into a more caring person. But you have to be aware of the consequences, it won't be all fun and games for long. The reason I quit ecstasy is because I couldn't even get high off it anymore, I'd take it and I'd get sick and feel like I was on fire yet I'd be shivering. If you abuse it, it will leave you and it'll take your mind with it when it goes.
I only did Acid once and it was the best thing I ever tried but never again will I ever.
the worst it can do with abuse is burn out your seratonin receptors and bring on depression, which studies have shown as actually tied more to addiction to the drug more than brain damage. your body is just used to this abuse of being in a euphoric state and your brain begins to try and relate to the world around you
you also have to consider what you're taking, not all pills have MDMA or just MDMA
there are still studies being held on MDMA regarding depression, PTSD , ADHD ( in adults ) and so on. MDMA is a pharmaceutical drug like oxycontin that just made it out onto the streets and was made illegal
http://www.psychologytoday.com/artic...-psychotherapy
http://psychology.wikia.com/wiki/MDMA
Long term effects is on that wiki page, it's a bit of a tl;dr but cites research from several countries basically saying that to have permanent damage you'd have to be an extremely heavy user of over a good period of time. We're talking 5ish pills at once every weekend all weekend heavy.
I used to pop 4 at a time and 4 again later that same night on a regular basis. I stayed awake and didn't eat anything for 60 hours one time, my total pill count that weekend was either 14 or 16 (I thought I was going to die that time, my heart was beating all fucked up, I couldn't lift my arms, I was seeing black at the edges of my vision. Best part? After everything calmed down I took the rest of the pills I had). Spring break I popped every day for 9 days straight. My school started late on Wednesdays, so I'd get high in the morning, then there were days when we'd pop during lunch. There were a couple times when I was so fucking gone I was hallucinating during class so I'd just hide my head in my arms and pretend like I was sleeping and I'd be shaking so bad the only possible reason my teachers "didn't know" is that they were ignoring it. The most I ever took at once was ten pills within an hour, I was shaking so bad I had to leave my house because I would have been completely fucked if my dad came in and tried to talk to me.
And yeah, I have no fucking clue what was in my pills. I've had all kinds of different fucked up hallucinations from ecstasy, there was one time when my friend and I were both experiencing black outs, we'd be talking to each other then we'd have fucking clue what we just said.
yeah so, pretty much doing anything on that level of extreme will cause permanent damage to something lol
the worst I ever went was maybe two pills in a night and then take one the next night. or maybe doing it at least once a week for a couple of months never taking more than 1 or 2 pills in a night. I would say that what I did is the average level of "hardcore abuse" your general clubber goes through which really has zero to little ( as far as current studies have shown ) serious long term damage
shit son, if someone only drank on the level you were eating beans their liver would be shot ( not drink for pill but the level of buzz ratio ). but then again you could have eaten loads of pills that were just a mashup of cheap chems that try to mimic MDMA