As Promised, Chari.

[Krye]

I don't even know the extent of the damage I did to myself and it scares the fuck out of me. I don't have medical insurance so I can't see if I damaged any of my organs, I used to grind my teeth like a bitch and now my teeth hurt all the time, but I don't have dental insurance either. And all I do is play WoW 24/7 and take two or three shitty classes every semester like Drawing 101 or what the fuck ever, so I don't have anything mentally stimulating to see if I can even think anymore.

[MF Perm tha Fineass]

if you can focus on one task for hours at a time and focus on schoolwork your brain is probably in decent enough shape. doesn't speak for emotional shape or sleep issue that have to deal with seratonin though. maybe if you're having mood swings or insomnia try 5-HTP supplements and see if that helps

[Krye]

I used to take 5-HTP to try to restore seratonin so I could get higher and it gave me fucked up nightmares. Whenever I'd try to go to sleep, I'd start hearing loud bangs that sounded like gunshots going off right next to me. There was this one nightmare that I remember specifically because while I was dreaming I thought "this can't be real" but everything was perfectly clear so I thought I was just really fucked up on acid or something. I remember the hallways tilting as I walked down it, and there was a giant fucking panther in the street in front of my house.

That reminds me, after spring break, I was sick for like a week straight. During that week, I had to sleep with the closet shut and the light on because I was afraid there was a witch in the closet.

[Ansems]

Lady GaGa uses MDMA

[MF Perm tha Fineass]

ya dats not good

[Ansems]

And next time I'm doing MDMA

[MF Perm tha Fineass]

you could have had some bad pills that week though too. when we went to vegas last year I took a pill I thought was a mickey mouse, which were pure MDMA, and it ended up being some DXM / Meth hybrid that made my head feel all hot and intense pressure.

I started tripping really hard and just felt fucking nasty all night and couldn't sleep for 3 days and was having bad hallucinations until I started drinking again. shit sucked

[Krye]

I never used to get sick, and I don't get sick anymore. But when I was doing E I'd get sick all the fucking time. I had to leave school early one day because I was feeling so sick, I ended up sleeping for like 26 hours or some crazy ass amount of time. When I finally woke up and stood up, I realized I had fucking shit myself at some point.

[Blarg]

why are you trying to defend drug use? everyone knows after using a drug your brain is like an egg being cooked on the stove