I've noticed I got a few bad replies from people on my old server and I wanted to clear up a few things because some details were left out.
I did suddenly leave Ifrit, but it was really unplanned move because my GF had asked so I didn't want to be away from her, but I think really the whole choice on why we left was on me.
It is true that I was in SPQR before I left. I did ask for help getting a YY robe but that was only because Decimus wanted me to level SMN. Thing is if I knew how I was going to be treated the day I got the robe and afterwards then I wouldn't of asked for help or joined the LS.
Before I got pearled and before I said I would join I told the guy that was recruiting me that I have PDD-NOS which for those who know what it is can make somethings difficult for me. I explained a bit to him and told him that I tend to ask a lot of questions at time because sometimes I am slow at understanding something that isn't made clear enough, unable to function to great when feeling rushed, and easily overwhelmed with things that a lot is going on, such as dynamis. This doesn't make me a bad player, I've been told I am a good player. Though I tend to goof up here and there, or get lost from time to time.
The guy recruiting told me that leader said he understood my problem and said it would be ok. So I accepted and assumed things would be ok. Back to the YY robe NM. On day I got my robe, I was the /rng. It popped I panic and told wrong location but we had still got claim on NM. After it was done, Decimus started calling me stupid a few times for making a mistake. I thought nothing of it since he had helped me get robe. Later that day I was working on Evoker's ring and I ask question about paintbrush because I had never obtained mine. Which ended up making him yell and harass me about not having paintbrush and not having Temple. U memorized and it went on for about 5-10mins. At this point I felt that he didn't understand my difficulties and I felt that he would just keep doing it. Which is why I left without saying anything.
Now Kaylia, as much as you like to believe you're not that special. I was not and did not want to flirt with you or whatever you believed. It also seems that apparently when someone says something like "I want your gear!" that it means they are trying to whore it from you... Also the reason I didn't want to give out the name of that person was because they was a gil buyer and a friend. So I didn't want to start any drama for them. Btw Kaylia, you're such a liar, I said nothing about PCC or sniper rings. If I remember right, I asked you about how you made money because you seemed to be doing good and I figured you would have some ideas. My friend got me truimph earrings.
Also I was only "emo" because a lot of RL stuff was bothering me and I'm not selfish, I just prefer to help people I know well because I had issue of with people using me...such as a supposed friend inviting me to exp my BLM with her and her BF in Gustav Tunnel but it turned out they had me run to camp just for D2s because LS needed them for HNM crap. So if being cautious about who I help is being selfish then I guess I am.
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