By Michael Inbar
TODAYshow.com contributor
updated 8/16/2010 10:04:48 AM ET
For most people, a sit-down interview with Matt Lauer live in front of millions of viewers would be unforgettable. But while appearing on TODAY Monday, guest Michelle Philpots forgot Lauer’s name before their talk was even finished.
Philpots, 47, has her memory wiped clean each day — sometimes each minute — by anterograde amnesia, brought on by head injuries she suffered in two vehicle crashes more than 20 years ago. She wakes up every morning believing it is 1994, the last year from which she can conjure up memories.
Thus, for the Englishwoman, John Major is still prime minister, Ace of Base tops the music charts, and “Forrest Gump” is the movie everyone is flocking to see. And while such amnesia has been played to humorous effect in movies like “Groundhog Day” and “50 First Dates,” it can be sad and sometimes devastating for Philpots.
“Right at the beginning for me, it was heartbreaking, knowing that I was different,” she told Lauer while her supportive husband, Ian, sat by her side. “I didn’t want to be different.
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Philpots’ serious car accident, pictured, was the second mishap to damage her brain. The two accidents combined to afflict her with a rare form of anterograde amnesia.“I wanted to be back to the normal me and not this shell of a person. I want my career back. I want to be able to say, ‘I remember when’ again — but knowing [that’s] the life you’ve lost, you can’t do it.”
Rare malady
Philpots’ rare condition is the result of a motorcycle accident in 1985, compounded by a serious car accident five years later. In 1994, she was diagnosed with epilepsy as a result of her head injuries.
Her condition rapidly deteriorated: Not only did Philpots suffer from frequent seizures, she began to become more and more forgetful. She lost her office job when she copied the same document repeatedly during a work shift. Her memory eventually slid to the point where little to nothing stuck past the year 1994.